Half Life – 63 – brutal truth January 14th, 2022 Taking down the Christmas decorations gave a better view when sitting in the garden room, the unobstructed windows allowing a new perspective on the life out there. Artificial optimism generated by the Christmas tree lights gave way to the real light of winter, with its greys and dark whites of the clouds. Sun breaks in every now and again, filling the room with its yellow glow. It lingers a while, adding to the warmth from the heated floor which makes the room such a deeply comfortable place to sit, look out from, and think about the world. The birds at the back of the house are busier, and a lot prettier, that the grubby pigeons that have taken over the front. Splashes of colour as the blue and great tits flit about from tree to tree, with our resident great spotted woodpecker bashing away near them providing a sense of energy and life.
Like another of your followers I find that just clicking the 💙 button is not enough (blue heart for stupidly named blue Monday.) I am several stations behind you on the long train ride to The End, and while your blog is a bit salutary I do find that your continuing ability to write and to make the most of what you’re able to enjoy is inspiring. January is not an inspiring month, even for the young and healthy, so - well done!
Like you, I lived in Japan for 4 years and often I close my eyes and remember those sunny cold winter days - and long for them. I picture the blue sky above me and the sun shining down on me. The Japanese find beauty in the smallest of things; a flower, a bird, a beautifully wrapped present, a piece of fruit - mainly because under that blue sky is a concrete jungle! Keep looking, keep writing and finding joy. With love as always. Clare x
Such harsh news for you and your family and you are still able to write about it so eloquently, Charlie. Keep going with all your fight and positivity xx
Charles, this is tough. Life is tough and death is, too. It is inevitable. What counts are the good moments in between. Enjoy those cups of coffee, your boy's bustle and your wife's love. Whenever you will decide to leave your body, your spirit will continue to live on. And, remember Churchill:never,never,never give up!
Charles, as your friends have said this is heart-breaking both for you and your lovely strong family. Keep fighting, keep smiling, keep laughing and keep writing....you never know what good news may lay ahead for you all. With love and hugs, Maureen
Just pressing the heart button feels wrong. Your courage and honesty are inspiring, your writing, as ever, beautiful. Sending love to you and your family.
Sending love to you all. Incredible writing. xxx I wonder if we share the woodpecker or if they are neighbours? Been watching her/him through my window all week, such a treat xxx
Oh Charlie, my heart is bleeding for you all as I read this. My eyes are wet. My cheeks fast becoming so too. You are so amazing at relating the beauty you see in the world and in the little things that make us human. I’m sending so much love, thoughts and strength in your direction. Xxxxx
I'm aching at this news Charlie. Holding you all and cheering you onwards through this tough, tough journey. So hoping this new chemo will be impactful.
Charlie, your perseverance and strength in all this adversity is truly inspiring. Nobby’s cruelty seems to know no bounds. Keep up the fight: he deserves a kicking.
Like another of your followers I find that just clicking the 💙 button is not enough (blue heart for stupidly named blue Monday.) I am several stations behind you on the long train ride to The End, and while your blog is a bit salutary I do find that your continuing ability to write and to make the most of what you’re able to enjoy is inspiring. January is not an inspiring month, even for the young and healthy, so - well done!
Like you, I lived in Japan for 4 years and often I close my eyes and remember those sunny cold winter days - and long for them. I picture the blue sky above me and the sun shining down on me. The Japanese find beauty in the smallest of things; a flower, a bird, a beautifully wrapped present, a piece of fruit - mainly because under that blue sky is a concrete jungle! Keep looking, keep writing and finding joy. With love as always. Clare x
Such harsh news for you and your family and you are still able to write about it so eloquently, Charlie. Keep going with all your fight and positivity xx
Charles, this is tough. Life is tough and death is, too. It is inevitable. What counts are the good moments in between. Enjoy those cups of coffee, your boy's bustle and your wife's love. Whenever you will decide to leave your body, your spirit will continue to live on. And, remember Churchill:never,never,never give up!
Charles, as your friends have said this is heart-breaking both for you and your lovely strong family. Keep fighting, keep smiling, keep laughing and keep writing....you never know what good news may lay ahead for you all. With love and hugs, Maureen
Such beautiful writing, dear Charlie. Keep going and fighting Nobby!
Just pressing the heart button feels wrong. Your courage and honesty are inspiring, your writing, as ever, beautiful. Sending love to you and your family.
Sending love to you all. Incredible writing. xxx I wonder if we share the woodpecker or if they are neighbours? Been watching her/him through my window all week, such a treat xxx
Sending blankets of love you wrap you all in ❤️
Love you all ❤️❤️❤️
Oh Charlie, my heart is bleeding for you all as I read this. My eyes are wet. My cheeks fast becoming so too. You are so amazing at relating the beauty you see in the world and in the little things that make us human. I’m sending so much love, thoughts and strength in your direction. Xxxxx
I'm aching at this news Charlie. Holding you all and cheering you onwards through this tough, tough journey. So hoping this new chemo will be impactful.
Charlie, your perseverance and strength in all this adversity is truly inspiring. Nobby’s cruelty seems to know no bounds. Keep up the fight: he deserves a kicking.
That’s very bad news Charles. If you have the space check out the through floor lifts. I have one which has eased life for me.